You bend and pick up your wedding album first, because it feels like the only thing in the pile that still has a heartbeat.
Mud has already kissed the corner, and a photo of you and Terrence is half-smeared, as if the world is trying to erase proof you were ever loved.
You press the cover to your chest and the ache blooms sharp, then settles into something colder.
You realize grief is not only sadness, it is also clarity.

Beverly’s voice slices again, loud enough for the street, practiced enough for an audience.
“Don’t just stand there! Take your trash and go!” she says, as if a widow can be categorized the same way as a broken chair.
Howard clears his throat like he’s about to read a property tax bill, not destroy a human being.
Crystal’s phone stays up, steady as a weapon, the tiny red recording light winking like it’s excited.

Andre does not speak, and that hurts in a different way.
He’s Terrence’s brother, the one who used to smile at you in the kitchen when no one else looked, the one who once brought you a plate of food without making a show of it.
Now his gaze is pinned to the floorboards like he’s afraid eye contact might be mistaken for loyalty.
Silence, you realize, is how cowards keep their hands clean.

You swallow, taste iron, and make your voice calm on purpose.
“Where do you want me to go?” you ask, even though you already know the answer will be cruelty dressed as logic.
Beverly’s smile tugs upward like she’s been waiting to deliver this line her whole life.
“Wherever you came from,” she says, and Crystal snorts like it’s comedy.

You nod once, small, and you do not beg.
Begging would make them feel righteous, and you are done feeding their hunger.
You scoop your clothes into a trembling pile, lift your shoes, and tuck the muddy album under your arm like a child.
Then you walk, because leaving is the only power they cannot take from you in that moment.

Your car is still yours, for now, and the key still turns.
You sit behind the steering wheel and stare straight ahead while your hands shake like they are trying to climb off your wrists and run away.
The house in the rearview mirror looks like a museum exhibit titled “Things You Were Never Allowed to Own.”
You drive until the manicured lawns turn into regular lawns, and regular lawns turn into streets that do not care who you married.

You pull into a small motel you would have judged in another life, back when you thought safety was guaranteed by marriage and shared last names.
The lobby smells like old coffee and lemon cleaner, and the clerk doesn’t look at you with curiosity or cruelty.
He looks at you like you are simply a person who needs a room.
That normalness cracks you open more than Beverly’s yelling.

In the room, you sit on the edge of the bed and finally let yourself remember Terrence’s hands on your face.
His thumbs under your eyes, gentle like he was trying to smooth out the future.
“I changed everything,” he had whispered, voice husky with something you didn’t understand yet.
“You’re protected. No matter what they say, no matter what they do, they can’t touch you.”

You had tried to laugh then, because you still believed love made you invincible.